Shards of Glass

I am sitting in the dark, go figure. It's norrmal, my step dad seemingly hates the light. The dark just allows the pain of the shards to peirce my soul far deeper than the serface, while the cold quite from my side seems to slowly choke my heart. I wake in the night only to find the gerbils in there place, and the spot next to me cold and empty. But this is normal, but far worse when Ayato is gone. My room becomes a crypt that holds my dieing flesh, that waits to waste to nothing. But please if you know me, know not to worrie. If you can tell from my cryptic writing I have fallen from the view of grace, but I fight for my place among friends and thieves. Ayato if you read this please do not worrie, for my heart is always yours, and I will be waiting for you to get back.


Christof

Smores Cupcakes

I finished my finals today, only 6 more to go this year. I finally passed my math class, but they gave me the same teacher again. Oh well... My new classes seem good, though my English class is huge, 33 students. This is why I can't stand inner-city schools, well part of it. Life hasn't changed much except my mom not being around much.

I have spent the last 12 weeks in school, bored out of my mind. The next 24 will be hard with German and Geometry and then to add on the other leg of US History. I would have to say one of the best things I did this tri was went to a renaissance fair a few weeks ago, where I had an awsome smores cupcake. I think I am going to go before I get on a soap box and start bitching about Bush along with all of this.

Lost

I don't know what to post, it's been to long. My older sister moved out, finally. I also got to talk to Audi and Jen, who both moved out of state. We got a new little fuzzy thing, who can't decide f she is a cat, dog, or monster. That would be Sassy.

School is going pretty well, PSAT's are Wensday. Oh joy. I will miss Career Center for that. One day behind isn't bad. I have a project due tomorrow and I haven't even started on the final. I should probley go do that even though Ayato isn't here yet. My monster is asleep on the computer desk. It's kinda funny. I must go do important stuff.